I Know I know... It's been forever and people are wondering what is going on in my life... Well alot of changes have occured and I am starting to change my views on many many things.
First I moved off campus. I live in the most amazing apartment over looking the beach. Yes it's expensive but I work hard I might as well enjoy it!
I have made a decsion not to move back to PA. I feel in love with Ft. Lauderdale and will be staying here after I graduate in a year.
I hardly ever talk to the man I thought for sure was it... the final chapter in my life. He went to the army and I made a decsion to live here. I am not saying it won't work but it is HIGHLY doubtful! I love him yes but it takes way more then love to spend the rest of your life with someone.
I am no longer dating Omar. I do miss him though. 8 months of my life was spent with him. That seems like such a short time but I care very deeply about him and would really think about maybe one day taking him back. We do still talk. Almost 3 times a week. I havn't seen him in three months and I think when I finally do I will get the closer I need.
I am currently on the dating status. I am not ready to settle on anyone person. I feel like I have been attached all my 'fun' years and it's time for me to explore different types of people. I think I may be getting stuck on one guy. He's great. He's a martial artist, 9th degree black belt, grandmaster and started his own mixed martial arts system. He is talanted, cares about his body and best of all cares about me!
I think one day it could go somewhere but for now I just want to take it day by day.
I have to go to summer class right now but I will try to update on the school and work thing later.
One Love!
*KIM* |